help I'm trapped in this blog

Saturday, December 27, 2003

Recently playing:
Usher, You Don't Have To Call
Snoop Dogg feat. Pharell, Beautiful
P. Diddy, I Need a Girl Part 2
Jay-Z and Beyonce, '03 Bonnie and Clyde

Feeling a little down, being alone and planless for my birthday. Not that that's particularly new to me, but this is a special case. I was between getting Bend It Like Beckham and Terminator 3 tonight, and I figured I was ok for a chick-flick-ish movie (and have you seen Kiera Knightley in Pirates of the Caribbean?).

However, I forgot which one I got, so I was all set for some Ah-nold kicking ass and causing large explosions, but instead got teenage female angst over family, friends, and relationships. Needless to say, macho dude Tom is still somewhere in hiding, and vulnerable sensitive Tom is depressed over the lack of company. Being as how this is Centreville, agricultural center and sleepy small town extraordinaire, it doesn't look as if I'll find respite either. Sigh.

If I think any more about this, the risk of slipping into a blue funk becomes considerable. I'd better go blow stuff up and pump iron or something.

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